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Your eyes of innocence.
So pure, so deceiving.
Falling for it I lost my life.
You said you would help me.
You said you would heal me.
You were the sickness and not the cure.
I'm finally sick of taking you.
You make me sick, make me hollow inside!
I never felt this way before, rage enveloping my soul.
The times we had fun are erased,
I never want to hear you again.
No...never again.
Damn your love, damn your lies.
Damn your soul, damn your addictions.
I can still hear you say: " You'll never break you chain, you will always be there."
I'll prove to you I don't need your charity,
Wake and smell the death you created.
And now i have had it up to here and I don't, I don't want you here!
You are like a virus made by the people who hated me before,
You were injected into my heart and seeped into my blood.
You aimed to destroy me from the inside out, well now I'm over your sickness!
You scrambled, you fell, you lost it all.
You wondered what you did wrong,
Your innocent acts wont get through to me any more!
So leave me alone, I don't want you here any longer!
I wish you never told me
I wish I never knew
I wake up screaming.
Its all because of you!
I'm finally sick of taking you.
You make me sick, make me hollow inside!
I never felt this way before, rage enveloping my soul.
Don't try any more...
Don't bother looking for me...
Never look back...
FORGET ABOUT ME...!
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These came out like lyrics instead of a poem didn't it?
So pure, so deceiving.
Falling for it I lost my life.
You said you would help me.
You said you would heal me.
You were the sickness and not the cure.
I'm finally sick of taking you.
You make me sick, make me hollow inside!
I never felt this way before, rage enveloping my soul.
The times we had fun are erased,
I never want to hear you again.
No...never again.
Damn your love, damn your lies.
Damn your soul, damn your addictions.
I can still hear you say: " You'll never break you chain, you will always be there."
I'll prove to you I don't need your charity,
Wake and smell the death you created.
And now i have had it up to here and I don't, I don't want you here!
You are like a virus made by the people who hated me before,
You were injected into my heart and seeped into my blood.
You aimed to destroy me from the inside out, well now I'm over your sickness!
You scrambled, you fell, you lost it all.
You wondered what you did wrong,
Your innocent acts wont get through to me any more!
So leave me alone, I don't want you here any longer!
I wish you never told me
I wish I never knew
I wake up screaming.
Its all because of you!
I'm finally sick of taking you.
You make me sick, make me hollow inside!
I never felt this way before, rage enveloping my soul.
Don't try any more...
Don't bother looking for me...
Never look back...
FORGET ABOUT ME...!
~~~~____~~~~___~~~~____~~~~____~~~~____~~~~
These came out like lyrics instead of a poem didn't it?
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